Me 4 days Overdue!

Cravings

1. Roxberry's Ocean Breeze smoothie.




2. Nutella on anything I can think of.






3. Anything really really sweet. I'm not talking cookies, cakes. Pop is the closest I can get to what I really want. Which I don't know what that is. I really wish I could drink the syrup that they make popsicles with. Or even they syrup they use to make pop. I know weird, and extremely unhealthy. Don't worry I don't give in. It only makes the craving stronger.

FHE

On monday we had family home evening. I was telling the kids about being baptized. I had this picture and was explaining it. While I was talking Drae was looking at the picture intently. Finally he stopped me and said, "Mom why is that guy gonna smack Jesus?" Reagan and I couldn't help laughing. I am still laughing about that one.

I was kinda surprised. I don't believe women when they say they know what the sex of their baby is. Haven't you ever known anyone who knew it was a girl and it was a boy! I haven't really been set on the sex of either of my kids. I did kinda think it was a girl, but I don't believe I have any real reason to know that. Really my hormones and emotions are out of whack I definitely am not able to discern feelings of my babies sex. Anyway, It's a boy! I'm excited, but realize I would've been much more comfortable with a girl. London and I are now out numbered. I come from a household of all girls. I understand girls, and realize more now then ever I have no clue about boys. So I hope I don't screw this little guy up. The poor guys in my family. I'm clueless.
At the same time it is a relief it's a boy too, because Drae was completely set on a boy. I tried to prepare him for disappointment. Telling him we don't get to pick, It might be a girl. He wasn't having it. His answer was always, "No more girls." What the hell I guess me and London are just about all he can handle. haha! We are kinda beastly sometimes. Anyway, his smile was as happy as it could be when we told him it was a boy. My pregnant emotions kind of took over then and I got a little teary eyed, because I was so happy for him. I realized we really are having another baby, and it's a boy. I'm looking right at him. I didn't expect so many emotions, but I felt extremely blessed. Aren't families just the greatest blessing we have. I'm so grateful for mine. Ok pregnancy emotions taking over so until next time.

Pregnant with Twins?

Hello Blog world. I know it's been way to long. I've decided I have something to complain about and where better than my venting spot my blog. It's been so long I haven't told you I'm pregnant. 20 weeks pregnant to be exact. For those of you who have ever seen me pregnant you know that I start packing on the pounds. 30-35 lbs Ha! I've always done way better than that. With both of my children I got huge. I mean HUGE. So this time I have committed to eating better, and not do things the same. Which really isn't too hard since I have really gotten a lot healthier since London was born. However, since I have gotten pregnant I feel like my fate no matter how good I am is inevitable. Fat and Huge. I know everyone feels like that when they are pregnant, but not everyone gains like I did.
So maybe one of the reasons I feel like this is because I have had several(5)people ask me if I'm having twins. WTH! My doctor said to me last month," you gained 5 lbs since your last appointment. (Tilts his head) I guess that's ok." SCREW YOU! Determined not to get a comment like that at this months appointment. I started exercising and watching my food even more. Let me tell you how excited I am to go to my appointment knowing I gained 8 lbs.
My point is what the hell! I'm trying! I don't want to be fat! I just want to be the cute pregnant girl with the tiny belly, not the huge fat one! If knowing I just get big is something I'm going to have to just "realize" about myself I'm not willing. So at this point I'm on board with the 5 women who asked me if I'm having twins. I actually (deep breath) am hoping it is twins so that I have an excuse for the 7 month looking stomach I have, and the 17 lbs I've gained. I'll even settle for gestational diabetes. Do you get bigger if you have that? My doctor started asking me a ton of questions when I told him London weighed 9 lbs, and put a big note in my chart to check me for gestational diabetes.
I have my first ultrasound on Friday. Is it weird that my doctor has never measured my stomach? I kinda think so. So wish me luck. I'll keep you all posted on the results.

My RooM

I wish I had my camera I would let you all take a small peak into my room. Something I try to hide from everyone. Let me explain. I never clean my room. I'll pick it up. Make the bed here and there, maybe after I wash the sheets, but my room is the last thing in my house that gets cleaned. I pretty much clean it when I can't stand it anymore. I hate that it's a mess, but every other room holds priority over it. Why? Because no one ever really sees our room. It's just for me and Reagan.
Julia came over yesturday and I was showing her my house, I didn't really care if Julia saw it a wreck, because she wouldn't care anyway. I said. "sorry this room never gets cleaned, but this is our room." The thing is my room has potential. I have been to Julia's house several times and she always has a clean room. Bed made and everything. Julia says she cleans her room first because if she needs "a moment" she has a place to go. I thought wow what an idea, and where the hell is my retreat?
I know nobody really reads my blog anymore because I'm awful about posting, but if you happen to stumble across this which room in your house is at the bottom of the list?

CHECK IT OUT!

We moved in two weeks ago. My house is still not put together. There is still a good amount of boxes that need to be unpacked. But slowly it's coming together. I need to buy a million things. Furniture and decorations, but a little at a time it's coming along. I love my house I'm excited about all the potential it has. There are so many things I want to do, and I'm trying to stay patient, and do a little at a time. I left my camera in my sister's car, and she's in Vegas. So I would take more updated pictures and post them, but I can't so. Here is a link to the pictures from when it was listed. Before we owned it. You'll get the idea. Just because lots of people have been asking it's in Lehi, not Salt Lake. I love the location it's right off the freeway close to everything. We have a pasture in the back so it's not surrounded by houses. We live on a cul de sac street so there is not a lot of traffic. It's quiet and good. No one probably reads my blog anymore, because I'm such a slacker. Anyway for those of you that do here you go.